Creating My Own Reality: Beginner for Life
Hey there, dear friends!
As I sit down to pen these words, a whirlwind of emotions engulfs me. Transparency has always been a core value for me, yet there are parts of my journey I've kept close to my heart. But today, I feel compelled to share my experiences in the hope of inspiring someone out there who might need it the most – remember, you are never alone!
My spiritual journey began in 2021 with a profound awakening. In this magical process, I discovered the world of out-of-body experiences and even reunited with my beloved mother, who had passed away when I was just a teenager. We conversed under the soft glow of celestial light, and the healing I received from that encounter touched my soul in unimaginable ways. My life transformed into an enchanting adventure filled with lucid dreams, astral projections, and a deep passion for unraveling the mysteries of our existence.
As the lunar cycle unfurls its beauty, every new moon becomes an opportunity for me to sow the seeds of my wishes and dreams. I ask for joy, abundance, and well-being not just for myself, but for all living beings. When the full moon graces the night sky, I gather under its luminous gaze to reflect and let go of anything that no longer serves my highest purpose. This monthly ritual is more than just a cosmic dance; it's a mirror to my growth, reminding me of the layers I shed to reveal my authentic self.
The complexities of our human nature fascinate me, and I find myself craving to learn more about our world and our interconnectedness. My passion for understanding our existence led me to a pivotal decision – to embrace change and relocate to a tranquil Buddhist temple nestled in the heart of a lush rainforest. This journey is a profound act of self-love, an exploration of my raw desires and dreams. Although some may not understand my path, I've learned that true strength lies in honoring our inner calling.
A candid conversation with someone I deeply admired opened my eyes to self-limiting beliefs I wasn't aware of. The vulnerability of the moment brought back memories of my inner child seeking reassurance, searching for stability and unconditional love. It dawned on me that the key to healing was to become my own source of acceptance and love. I now embrace my unique journey, and I hope you do too – for it's in embracing our imperfections that we truly find our authentic selves.
Life is an ever-changing journey of learning, growing, and becoming. I've chosen not to wait for life to pass me by, but rather to revel in the experiences, the lessons, and the little miracles that unfold each day. By documenting my voyage, I hope to leave behind a roadmap for others – a compass to navigate through life's challenges and celebrations.
In this adventure called life, we are all beginners, learning to dance in harmony with the rhythm of the universe. Embrace the journey, make mistakes, stumble, and rise again. Remember, you have the power to shape your reality and paint your own masterpiece on the canvas of life.
With boundless love and gratitude,
Arke Muratova
